How is high school already 3/4 done for me?

It feels so weird …… o_O

It’s okay to have the main girl character be someone who is intelligent, witty, and bit of a rebel. She doesn’t always have to be spontaneous to be considered cute. I mean, what’s wrong with a bit of reserve? It’s more mysterious that way. She doesn’t have to be naive and gullible to get her heart broken because that can happen to even the most careful of people. And please don’t make her a total ditz either, because many of the viewers are anything but ditzy and would like to root for a main character who embodies some more admirable qualities. And whatever you do, please give her character some substance. Don’t just make her so one-dimensional, like the kind of girl who is 100% altruistic. What human being is truly that selfless? We get that the main character is usually pretty, but does it always have to be a pretty girl who “doesn’t” care about her looks and “doesn’t” know she’s beautiful? You can give her a bit of vanity as well, because it’s honestly hard to believe that a girl that beautiful never even glances in the mirror. It doesn’t always have to be the evil second character girl who cares about how she looks. Also, it’s good to have a pure heart, don’t get me wrong, but the main girl character doesn’t always need to be found doing things selflessly for friends and family to gain the sympathy of her viewers. The girl doesn’t need to be “perfectly good” and the evil girl “completely evil”. A conflicting blend of both good and evil is what creates a believable character. But most of all, please just make her a realistic person. Because when realistic people do unrealistic things, it makes a far bigger impact. 

Sincerely,

Just another watcher of Asian dramas 

AHHH I don’t want to be all moody and complaine-y but meh…it’s just been a really rough week and I kind of want to vent a bit, so here goes D: 

I’ve been sick since Thursday, got better by Sunday, thought it was over, yet it got even worse on Monday and has been sapping away all my energy since then. I have an annoying cough, random fever in bursts but at its worst in the afternoons, I can only breathe through my mouth, and my throat feels repeatedly jabbed by knives. I’ve used up so much Tylenol that I really am forcing myself to stop taking those pills :(

4 AP tests this week and I would be sick throughout it :( I feel like I’m going to get straight 4’s on all my tests…which just frustrates me SO much because getting a 4 means that you have the ability to get a 5 had you put in just a little more study time, and my study time would be made much more efficient if I was healthy and energized instead of weak and miserable :P I hope this doesn’t also carry over into the 3 tests for next week…gah. I guess I’m annoyed that I’m in this kind of condition for these two weeks especially, since the accumulation of all I’ve learned this year is being tested and I feel like it’s all going to waste. I don’t want a mediocre grade. I worked way too hard this year to get that :( 

Ahh, ok. I’m done with my trivial problems ranting haha yes I know there’s more to life than grades and tests scores and whatnot okayyy understood. I’m going to get over thiss. :P